Take me out of the oven, 'cause I'm so done

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Imagine going at the end of the rainbow and finding instead of the pot of gold you just find mud and disappointment. Well, that's my life right now. I flew too high, my wings have burnt and I fell. I feel this on so many levels. Hopefully it's for an incoming better future and a reminder to keep my expectations as low as the bottom of the Mariana Trench.

Should I keep making jewellery? I haven't sold anything in a good while, and they're not even really appreciated. I guess I should only keep making for myself. Just like now, this journal is basically talking to myself, nobody would bother to read this anyway.
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KnottyMorningWood's avatar
Aww we all go through such times of mud and disappointment. It will pass. Stir your heart up in different directions. Try other types of art. Do stuff that you're not used to. Go climb a mountain. Swim in an ice cold mountain pond. Get out in nature and do nothing but reflect and think. You'll get through to the other side of this. I am a melancholy guy for the most part so I know how this feels.