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Imagine going at the end of the rainbow and finding instead of the pot of gold you just find mud and disappointment. Well, that's my life right now. I flew too high, my wings have burnt and I fell. I feel this on so many levels. Hopefully it's for an incoming better future and a reminder to keep my expectations as low as the bottom of the Mariana Trench.
Should I keep making jewellery? I haven't sold anything in a good while, and they're not even really appreciated. I guess I should only keep making for myself. Just like now, this journal is basically talking to myself, nobody would bother to read this anyway.
Should I keep making jewellery? I haven't sold anything in a good while, and they're not even really appreciated. I guess I should only keep making for myself. Just like now, this journal is basically talking to myself, nobody would bother to read this anyway.
When you find a whole new meaning to your own life
Well, I now have a purpose. Why am I not doing art anymore? Because I'm required to make so many tissue drawings for biology that I'm basically drained of any will to draw or craft.
...Not that I regret it. I regret nothing of this. I ended up loving my new purpose. Faffing around with dead oysters and snails, petting living jellyfish and spending hours looking through the microscope seems like it's what I needed in my life. The smell of formaldehyde is my new favourite fragrance and the white coat suits me perfectly.
Well, I still occasionally doodle or craft, but nothing worthy of DA.
Weird stuff that's happening to me
Has anyone ordered from Amazon before? Back in March a close friend sent me a gift. All good, picked it up last month. But today I found a notification in my mail
Dear DeviantArt [Updated]
This is one useful chart. I think instead of all the suicide threats some artists throw one another over "offensive" stuff and reporting photos there should be better filtering. For example, I don't want to see photos of butts in my feed, although I like other kinds of "mature" art such as gore.
Dear DeviantArt
I think instead of all the suicide threats some artists throw one another over "offensive" stuff and reporting photos there should be better filtering. For example, I don't want to see photos of butts in my feed, although I like other kinds of "mature" art such as gore.
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Aww we all go through such times of mud and disappointment. It will pass. Stir your heart up in different directions. Try other types of art. Do stuff that you're not used to. Go climb a mountain. Swim in an ice cold mountain pond. Get out in nature and do nothing but reflect and think. You'll get through to the other side of this. I am a melancholy guy for the most part so I know how this feels.